S&C was indeed everything I expected it to be, but it’s not the movie review that caught my attention in this blog, but rather the fact that there we SEVEN of you going out to see it! I’m shocked and happy to hear that there are still groups of friends that large. Congrats. Also, and this one’s a secret, when I went to watch the special screening before the release night I too snuck in a bottle of bubbly!

I try to see things through the eyes of its Commentator. There are many smaller melodramas circling around a major one – whether Tal will succeed with his calculations and solve the Web problem so ships can take off to their destinations.

This will not happen as fast as I had thought. Tal definitely needs another Helper with Super Brain Power to accomplish his goal or no one is going anywhere without being blasted out of Space. Unfortunately, this is throwing off the departure date – but if it’s worth waiting for, it’s worth waiting for.

When the Girlz returned, there was a little chaos. Michelle didn’t approve of some actions of the prospective Girlz.

I read about how men are responsible for everything wrong with this Planet and comparable ones in different time slots on other Worlds. I read that OTW’s are innocent of all crimes against Society. I happen to be born a Male; into an already screwed-up Society.

I learned that I was personally responsible for all the Injustice to Women, the Poor, and OTW’s, yet I am treated exactly as an OTW by the Government.

Perhaps I agree with you 100% ? I am blamed anyway simply because I am white. The Government Organizations do not believe that a White Man may have the exact needs as an OTW. I live with Whitebread Discrimination.

I wish I were able because of my position in life, to make a large difference and cause Change – however I am what I am – a sick guy who can barely get by in this Consumerized Society.

I began communicating on this Blog because I was turned-on to it by a good friend. I got around to asking for a ride on an Alien Ship. So much has transpired since then, including TAO meeting my friend CARR and his awesome Godly Powers. Presently he is relaxing and watching how this all plays out.

Commander Azza has invited me on her Ship ‘the Climax’ twice. I assumed I was going. Since then the Web has been created and many situations have changed – The GirlZ have returned from their Voyage with Azza. They are here now and let their new powers loose. Since there weren’t many commands for the Girlz, they simply did whatever their enhanced brains and bodies wanted to – Revenge, Murder of Spouses Meeting with the Pope. Now I am supposed to take Madaline’s words as Gospel. I do want to go on a voyage and expand my mind and body, being one of the Crew; however I really do not crave abusing my newly acquired powers. I do not have a need for Power and its corrupting ability. I do not look forward to abusing my new Powers. I would use them in a helpful manner – helping Civilizations that need it – Helping the TAO who are now on their own without the aid of the Empire.

I promised to be a perfect Crew Member – That I would obey all orders from the Commander without hesitation. I promised to give 100% of myself while I was a Crew Member.

This is what HOWIE’s wishes really are. This is not some interpretation. You may choose to take me or not. That is not up to me. I wish to join the Crew. I would prefer not retuning to Earth. I will not be missed. I am basically alone except for 1 good friend and room mate. My friend Carr will wind up being wherever I turn up so I do not worry about losing his friendship.

It would be the fulfillment of a dream if I were not to return. I have a progressive deadly ailment that will kill my body in the fairly near future. I don’t have long living as a Human. I will be in God’s hands soon and He will decide what to do with me afterward,

Now you heard from my own mouth – what I really feel and believe. You decide if I am worthy or not.

Why isn’t anyone helping the victims of the Cyclone in Myanmar? They are being kicked out of their temporary Refugee Camps and sent back to their devastated Villages and told to rebuild and re-Farm without any help at all. They definitely need outside help.

Thank you for hearing me out.

HOWIE

I don’t understand why our society doesn’t seem to want to let men openly show the desire to see that show. I wanted and still want to see it. Watching some babes running around in gorgeous clothes, having some great drinks while discussing sex and all the while wanting to get laid…isn’t this what guys think about at least every 2…I mean 7 seconds…? I don’t see why then that our society makes such a ruse to point that this is a chick flick? I for one will be looking forward to seeing this one!

The Sex and the City thing is so funny, everyone I know was going last night. I didn’t and you’ll laugh at my stubbornness on this point but I never ever wait in line or stand in line to see any movie, hahaha…what a biagge, huh? I’ll see it soon…

Might be staging that weekend here also, not sure yet, will keep you posted on my whereabouts that weekend or another via e-mail, maybe Azza will respond to your request by then?

Your words fr yesterday:
‘…before I take action I say to myself, ‘Would a man handle this differently?” If so, I will go the manly way. Of course it all depends on the situation but I do realize that many women give a shit about a lot more stuff that men just don’t care about. I’m worried I am going to hurt their feelings or step on toes. Ha!…when they really could care less. Female emotions…sometimes I would rather do without. It saves me a lot of wasted energy on stuff that really doesn’t matter in the big picture…’ hahaha…the ‘manly way’ love it. & Right on! I don’t do that but think I’ll try it starting now!

Did not replace manselor with a womanselor, u think I should?

I think some of my commenters come fr this blog, they’re all private peeps but if you’re tuned in here first, check out http://edgy1.wordpress.com/ ‘responses to commenters’ what, were you expecting a more original title? Hope not, it’s Saturday, I normally don’t even blog on the weekend. I just read and comment here!

Ok, it’s time…Zen Lill