To you and Anonz, the whole concept of moving money, large sums, and the total rip off by our gov’t, other govt’s and our tax dollars wasn’t/isn’t lost on me, though I do thank both of you for painting the clear picture for those of us (me) who would rather believe otherwise (a much more benevolent version).

Anonz, you had a lot to say yesterday…some of it quite complimentary, thank you. Golf is only one of my many interests, wish I still had my Fri afternoon gang, my playing had been sporadic at best this year. Then again, I’ve been a bit underground this past year.

Ed’s rapport with me is based on his willingness to e-mail me privately with q’s he knows I’d never address on a public blog, even privately, I answer q’s at my own discretion and retain the right to say NYBB (not your biz babe). I’m not a PI, nor do I wish to expose his or your identity, so if you’d like to exercise that option also, you may. Your call : )

I think once you read the archives here you’ll understand your ‘why me?’ q…and I’m sure it was by design that you would not recognize life saving intervention by alien beings. We both received miracles, mine: you’re alive and able to talk to me; yours: you converse with me – after the blog thing – about that, again, read the archives there was much said after you’re ‘off to Chad’ departure.

I’m a fallen angel to my family, of the Catholic persuasion. Jesus is hard to shake but I prefer my free thinker attitude better, it’s so much more limitless…and confining.

It may be too personal of a q to ask, but sweet pea, what could a son possibly say/do to cause a momma to turn her back totally? I’m sure (or I’ll assume since I think you’re an astute man) you’ve tried all possible routes to communication with her. And, hmmm, I didn’t know you wanted to produce her a grandbaby…will you and your future wife allow me to snuggle the the little bundle? I get goofy around babies/small kids, they usually like me, too : ) I promise not to show outward signs of jealousy, hahaha…I wish you the best, you know that.

FYI, you can comment on any blog entry of mine at the new site as well as the old and I will know, I receive an alert via e-mail. In fact, I get at least 50 per day re: porn on that one feminism entry awhile ago. I may remove the entry by weeks’ end if I can’t figure out how to control the amount of spam, makes me sad and very annoyed.

Off to Palos Verdes to seek that meadow to peek at – I seriously doubt there’ll be wifi there though…guess I can live without gadgets for an hour or so.

Today I pre-empted my Ombama talking points to present: ‘Your life’s non-negotiables’ at http://edgy1.wordpress.com/ – what can I say, it was prompted by a phone call from a friend.

- Zen Lill