Have loads of fun, wealth and health in 2010. I am sure you will.

I’m great again, I mistook having moment yesterday, probably bc it lasted more than 12 hours, I’m not prone to feeling funks that last anymore so it caught me out…though, sigh, I know what must be fine in the next few months and yeah the Zen has served me well. The weird thing for me was why I mightve been projecting anything less than the best outcome for the future, strange but I guess it happens, I’m going to release my need to even know why it surfaced bc I am very fortunate today, some things just tend to sort themselves…maybe we can have a chat soon…miss hearing your voice anyway : ) I appreciate the supportive sentiment.

just thought of it – maybe you can so a podcast sometime so you can share that with everyone else? People tell me I have a nice cadence or smooth delivery, etc…I think both you and Doug do also. That was part of my attitude exploration yesterday night…I’ve been around a lot of people lately that talk very loud/soft, very fast/slow and it’s more a criticism of me that I can’t hang better so I appreciate when people have voices and laughs that set my inner workings at ease, not sure if that makes sense bc I know I can be sound sensitive and unless you are it can sound bizarre : )

…Musch, sometimes people misunderstand due to their own world view, I’m clear and I’m moving my dough on Monday, been thinking about it for a few weeks now after a chat with someone about a community bank that did not and would not participate in ugly practices that would screw anyone over, ’nuff said!

Catch you next year (I love saying that!) Luv, Zen Lill